For their certainty love { Eddy & Danar } ~ Munster, Germany

I just finished chat with my friend in munster, germany..  I have this unknown feeling.. glare with their love story.. they have been together almost 12 years, have been engaged in 2005, separated for four years.. and now they had register their marriage on last friday..

The person might be just  ordinary people, both young and modest.. but the love.. has grown like planted strength root in the ground,  just like the old and big tree which can't be cut away...

have true and dedicated love like them, need braveness, commitment, responsible, and long lasting patient ... can't count by days, months and even years..

and I stare at my self in the mirror, realized how shallow I am to look at my own love matter.. I even can't compare half of my "breaking heart" to their amazing journey of love...

for them, the distance and time doesn't matter anymore.. because their heart know that one day.. they'll  never separate again.

that is certainty love


Congratulation for Eddy and Danar ~
for wonderful years up and coming!!

Autumn Leaves

The falling leaves drift by the window 
The autumn leaves of red and gold 
I see your lips, the summer kisses 
The sun-burned hands I used to hold 

Since you went away the days grow long 
And soon I'll hear old winter's song 
But I miss you most of all my darling 
When autumn leaves start to fall 


C'est une chanson, qui nous ressemble
Toi tu m'aimais et je t'aimais
Nous vivions tous, les deux ensemble
Toi que m'aimais moi qui t'aimais
Mais la vie sépare ceux qui s'aiment
Tout doucement sans faire de bruit
Et la mer efface sur le sable les pas des amants désunis

Falling in love with a foolish

In reality, you can choose any kind of man to be your love one..

but in my case, falling in love seems to be  stories which started with laughter and ended with tears..

these reasons could be my mistake, those complicated relationship always waiting for me to take .. not to be solved but only to be through.

my glorious  feeling, which should be accepted by him, my prayers, my thoughts, my true and kind love...

does he know.... ??
 what i feel....
 what i hope....

To love you more...

but he let me go.. he let me fly... without saying goodbye

ignore all my attention just because we're different....

different in speaks, in skin, in belief,  in mores

he didn't have courage to show me what he feels, he vanished.. with the wind and bring my wound...

my heart was pounded.. but the beat was so slow... half of my heart has taken by him....

the foolish man i always love,,,, till we meet again ~

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My confession - unassuming grace by Josh Groban

another chapter of mine

for the record, i've been 3 years of not having a relationship, 3 years being single.. that doesn't mean i am not in love.. i do fall in love...

in my perspective, being in love doesn't mean happy, being in love is ready to having pain, lost, and sadness. if i can through those feelings, then i can falling in love in my life forever.. if i am not passed, i sat back and start over again to calm my mind.. to recreate, rebuild my emotion to get back  for my new story... another chapter of mine..

now i am in love, with someone, who didn't know how i feel..
for me, love is not about togetherness, love is about how you feel for someone,
how you could seeing him happy without you..
seeing him more dazzling than before...

Now he went away, far away back to where he belongs..

and me...

still waiting for another chapter of my life...

in love...???

how could that be...

me??? yes, i am definitely

my critical moment

Let be the light guides you to go there....

Once upon a time there is someone told me that our life is in our hand... our future is in our mind, our goals just like the final score of our journey of life..

now my mind was speak, it's time for changing, changing the rule, the heart, the mind, do the things that you should do over the years ago..

let go the past, live for the future, ignore every temptation which makes you feel miserable.  and say out loud to your self.. I wanna makes difference, wanna makes something and do everything for it..

from now on, don't look back, don't ever do that, you know you will be drawn again to the past..

cleared your heart, emptied your mind,  reaches your deep emotion and be sure... that today and everyday is a blessing ...

Thank you Lord, for what iam, for what i made, for what i've been choosed, to be your loving creature and to be your light and your eyes..