another chapter of mine

for the record, i've been 3 years of not having a relationship, 3 years being single.. that doesn't mean i am not in love.. i do fall in love...

in my perspective, being in love doesn't mean happy, being in love is ready to having pain, lost, and sadness. if i can through those feelings, then i can falling in love in my life forever.. if i am not passed, i sat back and start over again to calm my mind.. to recreate, rebuild my emotion to get back  for my new story... another chapter of mine..

now i am in love, with someone, who didn't know how i feel..
for me, love is not about togetherness, love is about how you feel for someone,
how you could seeing him happy without you..
seeing him more dazzling than before...

Now he went away, far away back to where he belongs..

and me...

still waiting for another chapter of my life...

in love...???

how could that be...

me??? yes, i am definitely